hantu kak limah blik rumah

hahahaha....
bushan lah nk update pe erk???
hah 15/12/2010 bersamaan ngn ari rabu...
aku g tgk cte hantu kak limah balik rumah...
cte dier boleh lah tahan sebab mampu wat aku tergelak...
bongok nyer cter...
hahahhaahha......
walaupon jln cter bese2 je tapi leh dikategori cte yg xsia2 tgk gak r...


sesetengah org xsuke tgk cter melayu kat wayang...
ckp cter melayu nie xbest lah, rugi lah, membazir lah, naty lama2 kuar tv lah....
tp bagi aku, aku layan je sume....
setiap org ada pendapat mereka tersendri kn...
huhuhuhuhuhu

pasni nk tgk cter nicolas cage blakon...
Angelina jolie n johnny deep...
huhuhuhuhu....

dont judge a books by its cover k!!!!

nie yg wut aku upset nie....

hey xsemestinyer aku cam ni aku xda agama k....

i still know who i am....

im belong to THE GREATEST ALLAH S.W.T....

damm u guys.....

bak kata org...

mulut tempayan boleh ditutup...

mulut org dijahit2 kn....

hahahahahaha......

biarlah org nk kata ape....

yang penting diri sendiri taw ko mcm mana.....

dush2x........

subway!!! nyum2x...

tetibe lak teringin nk makan subway nie...

dush2x...

sedap nyer~~~

hurm....
result dah kuar~~~
ramai yg bermuram duka ngn result...
aku pon lebey kurang jew...
aku dah cbe yg terbaek dah....

ag pon degree kn susah....
xda failed dah kira syukur sgt2 dah....

tapi ayh aku cam xpuas ht jew ngn result tuh...
nk wat cam mana ank dier ni xdalah cerdik mana...
blaja lebey2 pon dapt cam tuh jer.....
cara dier ckp wat aku takut utk result sem 2....
haish.....
lom masuk sem dua ag nie dah pkir pasal result sem 2....
dush2x....

aku turut bersimpati ngn kengkwn aku yg bermuram duka ngn result diorg...
aku taw lec utk degree ni len sikit...
xmcm dip dlu...
sikit pon xnk tolong....
tp elok gak...
dah byk sgt kte ni dmanjakan....

bg kwn2 aku tuh.....
sem depan kte sama2 usaha ngn lebih gigih ag yer...
sem depan adalah masa utk kte bangkit kembali....

bg yg repeat tuh...
plez dont give up....
aku hanya boleh bg motivation jer...
aku taw korg ngah kecewa...
aku try letakkn diri aku kat tmpt korg....
aku pon xdpt bygkn dri aku cam mana t...
ag pon sem depan kn dah syllabus bru...
cam mana nk blaja t kn....
hurm....
plez kuatkn semangat anda yer....

dnt know wut to do....

something came up......
i WANNA to share it wit sumone but i just can't...
there is a things dat can't be shared...

im just a person dat appear in wrong place and wrong time...
maybe im just too sensitive...
but wut i know is dis week is my emotional week...
maybe red light wanna come (huhuhuhuhuhuhu...)
i tried to be strong but i can't...
usually i will ignored it but when it keep coming n i just cant avoid it...
n then i'll be a terrible person....

it started last week...
it been connected from one wit another...
from frenz, love n family...
frenz???
it normal lah...
people changes rite...
i can take it...

love???
i really wanna to love n be loved...
n everybody does too...
BUT hurm...
as long i know u r still breathing its ok...
u had left a wonderful memories n i really appreciate it....
maybe if u r made for me, u r mine...
if not, i'll accept it...
i tried to accept sum1 but he just spoiled it...
dammm
maybe he not enough matured...
let things go wit it flow...
i can take it too...

family???
there a MANY things happened...
just can't shared it...


when all dis things r inside in my head...
it can make me crazy...

anyway thanx to dis blog at least it helps me to write sumthink...
n it make me feel much more better...
or else im going crazy....
huhuhuhu....

dat alll....
tq...

1 NOVEMBER 2010!!! just like i said... NUTHIN SPECIAL

APE ADER NGN 1NOVEMBER 2010????
xda pape pon yg special...
rasenyer bufday aku yg paling bushan kot...
terase gak lah....
when sharp 12 am..
i expected dat it will be a lot of people will wish 4 my bufday BUT
only 3 persons were wish for my bufday....
it a lil bit frustrated lah...
maybe taun sbelum ni ramai je yg wish utk bufday aku kn...
so xguna pon aku dapat kol free....
bukn aku kol sape2 pon...


hurm...
mgkn org xingt kot...
maklumlah aku ni sape pon...
xhot...
xcantek...
tapi CUTE tu semestinyer!!!
huhuhuhuhuhu......

xpelah mgkin ni permulaan bg taun2 akan dtg yg org mula melupakan aku...
so aku kena biasakn diri ngn nyer....
bgs gak ade fb coz org wish kat situ....
tapi bg aku org wish pon sebab reminder kat fb tuh....
bukn betul2 org ingt kat aku.....
so skung ni aku leh nmpk mana yg betul2 kwn n just bese2 jer...
so i'll treat u guys just as ur guys treat me....
i'll be more selfish....

im done wit it.... xkn ku binasakn diriku krn dat ridiculous things...

lama rasenyer xupdate blog ni....
xda masa sgt n malas~~
fb pon buka camtu2 jer....
20/10/2010
ade benda best n xbest berlaku dlm hidup aku....
wut a nice date....
but thanx to my frenz coz i hv a nice day wit u guys...
benda yg xbest tu sebenarnyer aku dah jangka dah...
cume xsangka jadi mase tarikh yg cantek tuh
ape dier benda tu biarlah aku sorg je yg taw....
(there is unspeakable secrets)
tipulah kalo kata aku xkecewa n sedih...
tapi lama2 aku pkir xkn sebab benda tuh aku nk binasa kn hidup aku...
xkn aku xnk study kot....
exam dah dekat...
aku study gak lah...
cume xleh nk focus 100%

mcm2 aku wat utk lupekan benda tuh....
so aku tgk citer vampire diaries...
seyes best kot citer tu...
tambah2 ag damon....
hensem...
walaupon nakal...
huhuhuhuhu...

so skung ni mngkn nmpk aku hepi2...
tp jauh dlm sudut hati aku...
aku jauh hati sgt2x....
mngkn one day i will hv a better life...
amin~~~

to those who make my life misery (xdalah misery sgt pown...)
teme kaseh byk2x...
benda ni sedikit sebanyak membuatkan aku menjadi matang...
korg senang sgt nk ckp sory...
sory tu xdpt ubah ape2 yg telah berlaku lah wei....
dan korg bertanggungjwb dgn ape yg berlaku dan bakal berlaku...
walaupon ade salah aku jugak....

for now on...
aku akan cuba berubah menjadi seorang yang berbeza
just wait n see....

kwn2 fb~~~
sorry xreply n komen korg nyer post kat fb...
xda mood n malas nk menghadap fb lama2...
but im still on9 cume xtegur sape2 pown...
malas~~~~
thanx 4 tagged my photo...
nice photos...
credit to abg buncit~~~

need to be more focus....

gler r...
exam dah nk dekat...
tp still rase cam blur2x...
wah aku memerlukan satu suntikan semangat lah...
cam ne nk jd lebih bersemangat nie....
dlm kepala mcm2 dok pikir...
sampai tdow pon susah....
ah.....
benci nyer situasi cam nie.....

kusut.....serabut....sedih....=dugaan

raya????
quite not happening as i thought....
many things occurred...
most of it are a sad things lah....
(mesti korg ingt aku putus cinta kn....bukan pasal aku putus cinta yer)
mungkin dari segi luaran nampak aku ok n hepie...
tp kat dlm ni sedih serabut kusut sume nyer adalah....


sedih sangat2 ble tgk benda ni jadi depan mata.....
its been a long - long time ago...
xsangka akan jd blik....

Ya allah...
kuatkan kami.....
dah lah assgnmnt melambak gler...
sampai aku xboleh wat kje jd nyer....
mgkn dugaan utk kami kot.....
mntk2 benda ni settle cepatlah....
sedihnyer xtertahan lah.....
enough lah tears...
please do not come out again n again n again.....
im tired already.....

please do prayed for us....
moga kami tabah melalui nyer....
im really really really appreciate it....

ntah xtaw lah nape ble aku tulis kat sini aku rase lega sedikit sebanyak...
thanx again to mck cantek n fara xcomel coz pakse aku buat blog nie....
hurm....

why???

im too sensitive....
why ya????
wanna to be strong enough......
just a simple things can make me crying.....
nampak lemah sgt ble menangis......
muka dah ganas tapi kuat menangis....
nk menjadi kuat.......
plez help me.....
penat dah nk tahan diri dari menangis....
murah sangat air mata ni nk mengalir.....
baru kena usik2 sikit dh nk menangis....
kena marah sikit dah nk nangis....
sakit ht pon nk nangis....
aku marah org pon aku yg nk menangis....
kenapa???
why???

xsuke lah mcm nie....
cam mana aku nk hadapi dunia luar kelak???
mcm2 cabaran lagi......
1st impression org ble tgk aku menangis mesti simpati kat aku kn...
aku xsuke....
aku xnk digelar org yang suke nk raih simpati dari org lain...
xnk people say dat im trying to attract people wit crying...
sesungguhnya aku terseksa selepas menangis....
kepala rase berat yang teramat sangat....
xnk mkn...
xnk bersosial....
dan xmenjadi diri aku.....
dan sedikit sebanyak menyusahkan org len...
org pon xnk dekat ngn aku...
takut nk ckp ngn aku....
xpasal2 jew...
nape mesti jd cam tuh???

dan paling wat aku serba salah aku akan marah org walaupon benda kecik jew
(dah mara bru nk menyesal)....
kesian kat mak n kakak aku xpasal2 jd mangsa...
seyes sampai skung aku rasa serba salah sgt2x....

last sunday....
sptutnya aku kena g kl teman mak n mck aku g shopping....
then pg2 aku dah marah pasal simple things jer...
org yg wat bju kurung aku salah wat bju aku...
terlebih besar bju tu (spatutnyer aku bersyukur at least aku ade gak bju raya berbanding org len)....
then aku ingt malas nk pegi kl dh....
biar mak n mck n kakak aku je pegi (xda mood)
tp mak aku tetap ajak aku gak pegi....
kat kl mak aku nk belikn bju kurung yg len utk aku....
seyes mmg aku nk nangis je kat situ...
bukn sbb ape cume terasa serba salah sgt2x....
mesti mak aku terasa ngn aku...
nmpk cam aku ni ank derhaka kn.....
aku xnk jd ank yg menyusahkn mak aku....
xnk menjadi org yg xbersyukur....
aku ikutkn je kata mak aku....
setiap kali aku terpandang bju kurung yg mak aku beli tuh mmg sayu sgt hati aku...
terasa berdosa sgt diri ni....
seyes mama tikah mmg sayang sgt2 mama....
sempena hari raya ni tikah nk mintak maap dari ujung rambut sampai ujung kaki....
tikah taw mama xbce blog ni...
jauh kat sudut hati ni perasaan serba salah tu xnk ilang walaupon mama sebenarnyer boleh bergelak ketawa lagi ngn tikah....
jgn lah jd cam aku.....
seorg yg terlalu ikotkn perasaan....
too emosional....
believing me...
dat now im trying harder to changes everything about it....
wslm.....

redha jer....

kalo jijah x tanyer nape xupdate blog mmg berzaman lah aku xupdate....
hahahahahaha....
bab redha jer nie....
sume org gelakkn aku....
mana xnyer..
bese lah org pompan kn...
tiap2 bulan dapat masalah sama...
tp dah nk raya ni masalah nie dtg lak....
xsuke2x....
rugi2x....
so aku nk wat cam mana....
REHDA JER......
ade yg paham tu paham2 lah sendiri...
yang xpaham tuh wat2 paham sudeh...
hahahahahahahahaha....

oh my gosh!!!!!

wah....
gosip terhangat...
especially to jijah the leader of mck cantek gossip gurls (jgn mara) ....
guys u know wut...
one of our classmates r falling in luv wit sumone in the same class...
to know who she/he is...
it secrets....
just wanna to make ur guys feel more curious....
hahahahaha....

pape ntah cter slice....(thai)

sumpah jgn lah tgk cter ni..
18 pl lah tapi (man suke lah tgk cter2 cam ni)...
ntah pape lah cter thai ni...
ade ke patut wat cter thriller pasal potong2 tutttt....
selekeh jer....
nape lah wat cter cam tuh...
ingt nk tgk cter the expendable...
tapi full lak....
so i decided nk tgk tekken lah...
tp org yg nk byr nk tgk slice...
ikutkn jer....
kata org blanja kn...
hehehehe....

kotor otak aku tgk cter cam ni....
dah lah ari tu ade bdak excited sgt nk tgk cter grow ups...
pon selekeh gak cter tuh...
bulan pose lak tgk cter2 cam nie...
haish......

aku xkira...
korg kena teman aku tgk cter the expendable.......
huhuhuhuhu.....

ya allah.... kuatkan semangat ku dan kawan2 ku..... (just be strong)

i know it hurt my frenz...
but life must go on.....
do think the future...
make a rite decision....
its hurting me when i saw ur guys r crying...
it make me wanna too...
sometimes my words r hurting ur feeling...
but it sincere from my deep heart...
for ur own good...
believe me....
i luv ur guys damm much...
becoz ur always there when im 'down'...
thanx again coz being my frenz...
wslm....

need to be strong....

just be strong!!!!
this is ank pak salleh trademark....
so in this post i would like to steal his words...
hahahahaha....
so atikah u need to be strong....
i know dats i will always hv my family and frenz to support me from behind....
thanx guys...
especially mck cantek....
she always remind me to remember the promises dat i hv made with her...
thanx again mck cantek...
now the promises had changed.....
dnt ever let me hoping for dat person anymore....
becoz it will hurt much more deeper....
people always said dat the past is past....
so i want to be the new of atikah....
gambatte atikah!!!!!

1st day fasting...

how ur 1st day fasting???
today 8.20 am i hv arrived at the classroom...
only has the only mck cantek named jijah @jijot....
so i n jijah thought dat dato class is about to cancel...
but its only in our dreams...
hahahahaha....
dnt know y dat today there is only a plenty of students came to the class...
maybe 1st day fasting so they are celebrating it....
huhuhuhuhu....
in the csc class i n jijah hv our own secrets...
what is it????
jeng2x...
is named secrets...
so secrets lah...
hahahahaha....
for the berbuka pose menu...
shila and isha had cooked....
so untung lah dat i had these gurlz in my house...
huhuhuhuhuhuhu....

p/s: is there hv grammatical errors, just ignore it or critics it, im only a human being dat need an improvements...
that the reason why lah i hv created this blog...
wanna to improve my English language also....

testing2x....

hahahaha....
just created this blog....
wanna to share my opinion, personal life, problems and etc....
new to all this thing and need sum advices or anything comments to improve this blog....