dnt know wut to do....

something came up......
i WANNA to share it wit sumone but i just can't...
there is a things dat can't be shared...

im just a person dat appear in wrong place and wrong time...
maybe im just too sensitive...
but wut i know is dis week is my emotional week...
maybe red light wanna come (huhuhuhuhuhuhu...)
i tried to be strong but i can't...
usually i will ignored it but when it keep coming n i just cant avoid it...
n then i'll be a terrible person....

it started last week...
it been connected from one wit another...
from frenz, love n family...
frenz???
it normal lah...
people changes rite...
i can take it...

love???
i really wanna to love n be loved...
n everybody does too...
BUT hurm...
as long i know u r still breathing its ok...
u had left a wonderful memories n i really appreciate it....
maybe if u r made for me, u r mine...
if not, i'll accept it...
i tried to accept sum1 but he just spoiled it...
dammm
maybe he not enough matured...
let things go wit it flow...
i can take it too...

family???
there a MANY things happened...
just can't shared it...


when all dis things r inside in my head...
it can make me crazy...

anyway thanx to dis blog at least it helps me to write sumthink...
n it make me feel much more better...
or else im going crazy....
huhuhuhu....

dat alll....
tq...

1 NOVEMBER 2010!!! just like i said... NUTHIN SPECIAL

APE ADER NGN 1NOVEMBER 2010????
xda pape pon yg special...
rasenyer bufday aku yg paling bushan kot...
terase gak lah....
when sharp 12 am..
i expected dat it will be a lot of people will wish 4 my bufday BUT
only 3 persons were wish for my bufday....
it a lil bit frustrated lah...
maybe taun sbelum ni ramai je yg wish utk bufday aku kn...
so xguna pon aku dapat kol free....
bukn aku kol sape2 pon...


hurm...
mgkn org xingt kot...
maklumlah aku ni sape pon...
xhot...
xcantek...
tapi CUTE tu semestinyer!!!
huhuhuhuhuhu......

xpelah mgkin ni permulaan bg taun2 akan dtg yg org mula melupakan aku...
so aku kena biasakn diri ngn nyer....
bgs gak ade fb coz org wish kat situ....
tapi bg aku org wish pon sebab reminder kat fb tuh....
bukn betul2 org ingt kat aku.....
so skung ni aku leh nmpk mana yg betul2 kwn n just bese2 jer...
so i'll treat u guys just as ur guys treat me....
i'll be more selfish....