dnt know wut to do....

something came up......
i WANNA to share it wit sumone but i just can't...
there is a things dat can't be shared...

im just a person dat appear in wrong place and wrong time...
maybe im just too sensitive...
but wut i know is dis week is my emotional week...
maybe red light wanna come (huhuhuhuhuhuhu...)
i tried to be strong but i can't...
usually i will ignored it but when it keep coming n i just cant avoid it...
n then i'll be a terrible person....

it started last week...
it been connected from one wit another...
from frenz, love n family...
frenz???
it normal lah...
people changes rite...
i can take it...

love???
i really wanna to love n be loved...
n everybody does too...
BUT hurm...
as long i know u r still breathing its ok...
u had left a wonderful memories n i really appreciate it....
maybe if u r made for me, u r mine...
if not, i'll accept it...
i tried to accept sum1 but he just spoiled it...
dammm
maybe he not enough matured...
let things go wit it flow...
i can take it too...

family???
there a MANY things happened...
just can't shared it...


when all dis things r inside in my head...
it can make me crazy...

anyway thanx to dis blog at least it helps me to write sumthink...
n it make me feel much more better...
or else im going crazy....
huhuhuhu....

dat alll....
tq...